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Cathlea Caina  

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Complicated Emotion TT_TT

Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 6:40 AM
I feel so drained... >.<

And sad too... TT_TT I'm scared of stuffs might happen like they would find a better artist... The one who could do stuffs I can't... The GRADUATED one O___O!!

Jeeezz! >___> I really really want to continue studying but, the thing is...I should earn more money... o_o I mean, the things I earned and worked for... I can't just keep it to myself...(If u know what I mean)

My other siblings need them too and some of the house expenses as well...

>__< But but but... If I continue this I won't be able to finish.. ..If you keep it, they'll say you're selfish... But If I gave them all... What's gonna happen to you? O_o

I mean, it's not like I'm pointing out that they're forcing me or something... Jeez! Of course you'll feel the needs of your family... You can't help it... you'll still think of them first before yorself... Just like what they did to me in the past years...

But I REALLY REALLY want to graduate... Before, MAPUA held a program in Digital Arts and Design for a 2 yr course.... Now everyone I knew is way head of me...they're ready to finish the Course.. And now....The program will end... It'll be back to a 4 yrs of study in the same field...

**Sigh*** >.< I'm so dedicated to my studies.. This is what I really want...

O_O ........ the thing is I wont stop... >__< But I don't want to step up to my 20's and still I haven't finished any kind of Course in any College.. X@

(PS: Ignore that mood smiley... I certainly do not feel joy ryt now... DA's jammed..can't change it >_>;)

  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Apologize- One Republic
  • Reading: Payment letter
  • Watching: stuff...
  • Playing: YM games
  • Eating: nothing at the moment
  • Drinking: same...

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 19 years old...but I feel 16 >.<
  • Interests: Sketching, Character Design, photo editing, Create comic novels and etc.s
  • Favourite movie: AI, PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 1,2 and 3, Final Fantasy Advent Children
  • Favourite band or musician: Nickleback, Hinder and Utada Hikaru
  • Favourite genre of music: Go the Distance and First Love
  • Favourite artist: Tetsuya Nomura and ME! WAHAHA!
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.K Rowling
  • Favourite photographer: My father! Cesar Caina
  • Favourite style of art: Photo manipulating and illustrating
  • Favourite game: Harvest moon BTN, FF7 and Tekken 5
  • Favourite gaming platform: PSP
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cloud Strife and Zack Fair
  • Personal Quote: Sometimes it is our self that we shouldn't trust.

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Jun 6, 2008, 9:02:47 PM
LOL....gagawin ko ung time na sumubasob ako sa room nyu... LOL

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~lawliet13666:iconlawliet13666: Jun 4, 2008, 12:09:28 AM
gawa ka pa ng mga unforgettable thingamajiggers mo in life... meron ba tau noon??? o_____o i wonder...
~zackwings:iconzackwings: May 6, 2008, 4:42:28 AM
hehehe...galing mo! love ko si cloud at zack...

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: May 2, 2008, 7:29:11 PM
No problem...see mine as well ok? and thanks for adding me...

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~venonsting:iconvenonsting: Apr 29, 2008, 2:59:50 PM
thanks for commenting on my manips.

i love your ffvii comic; hope you do the whole game. =)
~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Apr 24, 2008, 2:27:24 AM
tagal na uyy....

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~porsh:iconporsh: Apr 23, 2008, 2:07:57 AM
asteg mo ate..

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Apr 21, 2008, 1:59:28 AM
am bored...

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If there is FATE, what is FREEDOM?

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Apr 18, 2008, 8:39:06 PM Mood: Joy
thank you! am so happy...

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~confidential007:iconconfidential007: Apr 18, 2008, 8:26:08 PM
I wanna watch for more of those comics XD!! and pics!

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Apr 9, 2008, 10:35:17 PM
Oh...haha! ok thanks

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~jcjamzz:iconjcjamzz: Apr 8, 2008, 3:32:23 AM
Di mo ata ako kilala eh..bsta...pero minsan nag sisit-in ako nun sa class nyu kay sir boots tska dad din ako....jc....bsta..nice works lng..^ ^
~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Apr 4, 2008, 5:10:15 AM
^^

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Apr 4, 2008, 5:10:04 AM
Yep its me... O__O Do I know u sir? O_o

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~jcjamzz:iconjcjamzz: Mar 27, 2008, 1:18:18 AM
Kate di b?..Ung DAD sa Mapua?..zteegzz....galing..^ ^
~jokerofillusion:iconjokerofillusion: Mar 16, 2008, 10:46:10 PM
:)

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~FallOutHero:iconFallOutHero: Mar 13, 2008, 6:29:59 PM
kate!! :)

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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Mar 12, 2008, 6:21:34 PM
thanks!

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~jokerofillusion:iconjokerofillusion: Feb 24, 2008, 7:54:09 PM
Great gallery :)

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=alfajr:iconalfajr: Jan 20, 2008, 9:05:48 PM
thanks for the :+devwatch: :)
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~Advent1989:iconAdvent1989: Jan 2, 2008, 2:45:11 AM
tnx

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~Laminated-TeabaG:iconLaminated-TeabaG: Dec 31, 2007, 2:21:19 PM
Hi, sweet gallery

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~Sherzy:iconSherzy: Dec 20, 2007, 3:01:41 AM
LOL

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